COMPLETE DISCOGRAPHY

“Under Your Skin”is my hymn to the pleasure a slave can find in SM. The song is inspired by those scenes where pain, pressure and trust slowly push you into sub-space – that drifting, out-of-body state where time blurs and all that’s left is sensation and connection. It’s about giving yourself so deeply that you feel your Master under your skin, in every nerve, every breath.

“Reign Over Me”is my tribute to Master C – the one who can make me let go completely. The track lives on that edge between losing control and finding a deeper kind of freedom. It’s inspired by those moments where I hand everything over to him and slip into a space where I don’t have to think anymore – only feel, respond and be body. A prayer to be held down and held close at the same time, until the storm inside finally breaks and leaves something quieter, truer, behind.

“Without Your Recognition”is written from the place in me that lives as a slave – the part that craves being seen, owned and recognised, but also knows I always have one last option: I can walk away. The song sits right in that tension. It’s about needing a Master’s gaze and approval, but never being trapped. A reminder that even in the deepest submission, my “yes” is mine to give – and mine to withdraw.

“Crown My King”is my open love letter to power exchange – and to Master Martin, and all the Masters who dare to carry that title with weight and care. I wanted the song to feel like kneeling on purpose: heavy, reverent and intimate, with no irony. It’s the soundtrack to the part of me that calls itself slave and means it – a devotion that burns with fire, softness and the quiet pride of serving a true King.

This is my hottest Christmas dream.

“Yule Master (Naughty & Bound)” is where the BpX universe slips into full fetish winter mode: leather Santa in a dungeon workshop, chains, smoke, sparks – and a submissive gift crawling right into his hands.

Sound-wise it’s raw industrial techno-rock: big drums, distorted bass, male vocals and a ritual chant on “Yule Master” and “Naughty & Bound”. No cosy carols here – just power, devotion and that feeling of being completely claimed in the dark.

I made this together with AI as a full creative partner – from the sound design to the comic-style visuals and the little movie playing out in the basement. It’s queer, it’s kinky, and it’s still about something very simple: belonging.

If your Christmas mood is more chains than candy canes… this one is for you.

All I Wanted Was To Build” is my personal story of burnout – of giving everything to a vision that slowly asked me to abandon myself in the process.

I came with open hands and heart, ready to build a place where people could bloom, where purpose mattered more than ego. Instead, power, control and fear became the loudest voices in the room.

This song is for anyone who has been “the reliable one”, “the strong one”, “the one who keeps it all running” – until your body and mind couldn’t carry it anymore.

It’s both a goodbye to a space where I could no longer be whole, and a promise to myself:

“I’ll build again, I will

Where hearts are free to feel.”

If this resonates with your own story of burnout, toxic leadership or walking away to protect yourself – you’re not alone.

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